Keeping up to date

So I’m 38 now, and my father recently celebrated his 75th birthday. He has been keeping in touch with me weekly telling me stories or answers to questions that I have been recording. It’s been a truly wonderful experience getting the recording set up.

I’m using TapeACall Pro and I think the yearly $20 price for hosting is fair. There is a way to download and share the files.

Soon I will start BioFit. I’m anxious about phase 1 which is the first month having 100g of fiber a day to help the gut flora with the new probiotics. I’m just not used to eating food in that kind of quantity and I have been doing research on foods (artichoke, boiled carrots, black beans, split peas, and chickpeas are my favorites). I’m really optimistic about the product but I cannot easily do my own grocery shopping. So my lifestyle is going to change. I’m thinking about going for a morning walk every day and wearing my Apple watch again. At least this morning. I’m going this morning. I have to keep visualizing myself feeling healthy and looking prime and I will keep wanting to walk.

and a lot of the recipes look good.


in February, I got back together with Jeremy Castle from Indiana. Spending time with him pretty much daily has been great. In order to interact over the distance, we play Animal Crossing together.

In late March, I started working on a blog for my dad’s CojoTruk. It has been a very positive experience being able to help my dad out. I have enjoyed learning what I can about it.

Gonna get COVID vaccine shot 2 next week.

Somber birthday to me

I spoke to my father for what is probably the last time this evening as he goes into hospice care with ALS and colon cancer. He is losing blood and can’t sleep which is awful because he hasn’t been able to eat for nearly a month and has been subsisting on juice and sugar. My heart is heavy. He is not gone yet but he’s said good bye.

this blog entry is me not giving up

There were two deaths in my mom’s side of the family recently, one was my cousin Lhordgen who was my age and the other was my auntie Connie who was 85.

I’ve been wanting to start selling my jewelry too but the research I’ve done is saying etsy is not good for artists. Hmm. I might have to get a lightbox tent or something to take some nicer photographs of my jewelry for marketing.

This past Wednesday was a milestone for me. It marked the first time I got paid to take photos. I really love working with Lamar and TruComposure, they are a great band and I recommend checking them out, they have music on their website.

it’s 2020

attempt #2 to write a blog entry today. attempt #1 was unable to publish for unknown reasons.

had a great new year’s party with Crystal and Joann despite some awful champagne. missed the ball drop due to the cable not working initially after i had to reconnect it because we’d hooked up a raspberry pi to watch movies before midnight. we watched part of Ad Astra but the file was corrupt. Then we watched A Scanner Darkly and Six-String Samurai. I spent way too much time smoking Nat Sherman MCD’s under the stars but fortunately it was well spent mostly recalling tales with Crystal. I connected a little bit with Joann too. All in all I had a great time.

planning to go to Prescott next week with Crystal, I really want to see Josh’s new game store, meet up with Chris and see my old city.

Past, present, and future are One. I pray this is a good year for me.

me again.

typing words into a screen. this time it’s a raspberry pi 4 desktop kit and it’s really cute, i’ve gotta admit. there’s no case on the board, but i’ll get one on tuesday. it’s kinda cool having this teeny circuitboard with wires haphazardly jutting out of it sitting on my desk.

in other news, i’ve written some poetry. i’m ambivalent about sharing it with the internet yet though. nerves. oh well.

maybe I don’t

haven’t been writing for a few reasons but one of them is that I don’t trust everyone like I used to. I think that’s a good thing, but my blog suffers because of it.
but I’m here, and I just celebrated some birthdays with friends and family in my life and I’ve been mostly happy, with only a little bit anxious and worried. going to be visiting my father again (i know i did not blog my recent visit, i haven’t had my normal blogging set up hooked up but i have a new set up now) really happy that i’m going back for Christmas.

but I’ll be honest, I miss staying up late and playing video games. I’m not calling myself a geeky gamer girl anymore though.